Oh Yes, I Did.

Alright man! I'm back!

Nobody reads this anymore. But that's what makes it perfect.

I'm not going to delete all my previous posts.

I don't see a need to.

It's been one hell of a year. The mad rush to understand, practice and apply math and chemistry.

The never ending stress that my art work isn't good enough, that it sucks, that everyone else's is better. That my english sucks. That my brain's memory space is not enough to fit all of Biology, Geography, History and all the other nonsensical things.

Also, everything i once held dear, fell apart. But that's another story.

Anyhoo, i'm glad it's all over.

Hopefully. Hopefully i don't have to repeat sec 4 all over again.

-cross fingers-

I don't really know what i'm posting this for.

The year's almost over. It hasn't been an eventful year. I've turned 16.

I've gotten the absolution i've been searching for the past 2 or 3 years.

So no more 'i miss you, come back to me' posts. It's over, it really is.

We remain best of friends.

And whoever said that Exs remain friends because it's either they were never in love or that they still love each other, i'm sure that person hasn't found his or her absolution yet.

(notice i've been using the word 'Absolution' quite a few times. I learnt it in English class. Thank you Mdm Prema!)

So yeah, back to my point.

We are still best of friends. He's moved on, found a girl he really loves. Someone that's beautiful and someone that shares the same interest as he does; soccer.

I will remain single for the time being till i find the person that God has prepared for me. Cliche as it sounds, it's something that i have decided on.

The past 9 relationships have made me realised that if it's not God given, it's not going to work.

Furthermore, I am, but 16 years old. I do not agree with my parents' view that one must remain single till blablabla happens. I'm sorry, i do not. But, i have decided on blablabla. That i will remain single till blablabla happens.

So yes. I'm not sure if i will continue blogging.

I'll be really busy starting 8th December this year.

So.. yeap.

Alright.


Friday, December 2, 2011 Alright man! I'm back! Nobody reads this anymore. But that's what makes it perfect. I'm not going to delete all my previous posts. I don't see a need to. It's been one hell of a year. The mad rush to understand, practice and apply math and chemistry. The never ending stress that my art work isn't good enough, that it sucks, that everyone else's is better. That my english sucks. That my brain's memory space is not enough to fit all of Biology, Geography, History and all the other nonsensical things. Also, everything i once held dear, fell apart. But that's another story. Anyhoo, i'm glad it's all over. Hopefully. Hopefully i don't have to repeat sec 4 all over again. -cross fingers- I don't really know what i'm posting this for. The year's almost over. It hasn't been an eventful year. I've turned 16. I've gotten the absolution i've been searching for the past 2 or 3 years. So no more 'i miss you, come back to me' posts. It's over, it really is. We remain best of friends. And whoever said that Exs remain friends because it's either they were never in love or that they still love each other, i'm sure that person hasn't found his or her absolution yet. (notice i've been using the word 'Absolution' quite a few times. I learnt it in English class. Thank you Mdm Prema!) So yeah, back to my point. We are still best of friends. He's moved on, found a girl he really loves. Someone that's beautiful and someone that shares the same interest as he does; soccer. I will remain single for the time being till i find the person that God has prepared for me. Cliche as it sounds, it's something that i have decided on. The past 9 relationships have made me realised that if it's not God given, it's not going to work. Furthermore, I am, but 16 years old. I do not agree with my parents' view that one must remain single till blablabla happens. I'm sorry, i do not. But, i have decided on blablabla. That i will remain single till blablabla happens. So yes. I'm not sure if i will continue blogging. I'll be really busy starting 8th December this year. So.. yeap. Alright. Oh yes, I did @ 4:35 PM.	PROFILE graciesewel. Christian. Not perfect. LINKS too lazy.